the most beautifully written book i've read so far. devastating, heart-wrenching, undeniably sad, yet so beautiful. it took me on an emotional rollercoaster. i smiled, i cried, i was mad, i was happy. i loved every second reading this book. love how the characters developed over the years. not a light read and you might want to stop multiple times in between, but highly recommended!! (maybe search some trigger warning beforehand)